[Velvet Vanity's Blog]
When all is said and done...theres no love lost!!2007-03-28
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Sexy muscle.......
2007-03-28
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Hu?
2007-03-19
Carry the weight of word from others, each one of us.....and each one of us to others, word weight to leave. Oh the cyle, cycles us....the truth and lies choice of those who read.0 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
whoops
2007-03-19
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Wasted....
2007-03-18
I've wasted time.....and now time wastes me!1 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
Hate puddle jumpin'....
2007-03-17
Mabey there are people who dont like what I blog about, and wonder why I cant just do it the right way, their way......Mabey those people are members of some secret high-society blog community whose boundarys are set, pledged to darken the burning flame of others who are outside them. Mabey their thoughts are not mine and neither are their ways. But if I could suppress myself and close my eyes, lay down and die, then I could fit into your grace and be exactly like you. Mabey even be you. BUT...I can see...and instinct tells me not to suppress myself, and suicide is out of the question. So where would you have me? In judgement, thats where....with you looking down on me with your high-society blogness. Mabey you prefere I post about art, because it moves you. My art moves me too, and probably like you, I cant alter my passion for it. My art is SEX. It probably disgusts you. Mabey once you admired it too. Only a handfull of the human population does not become enslaved in some way by it. Can you say the same about your art? Beauty is in the eye of the beholders, and if you are like me, you can find beauty in almost everything.1 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
Oh yeah.......
2007-03-16
Oh yeah....I forgot this dress was in my closet! Then I put it on and oh yeah....how could I have forgotten such a damn sexy dress like this? My husband is very happy I found it, Oh Yeah....0 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
up, down, up, down......
2007-03-15
I am up an down on a big hot blog, cool! In some sort of weird way you could say I fucked alot of people on my way to the top 10! Are you one of them?3 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
what should be said and then done?
2007-03-15
Sometimes you just gotta say"Fuck It!"1 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
Blog hot....
2007-03-15
Poor me, I am nowhere to be found on the hot blog list, mabey I need to spice it up a little! Poor me! Kenneth is like a solid rock at number 1, your sooo hot kenneth!
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Diary of a madwoman......
2007-03-15
Rechargable batteries are the shit! My vibrator is lovin it! (JK) I have saved so much money, it was a very good investment. Well today I took my baby to see her great grandma, which is my grandma, and I am so grateful that my kids have a chance to get to know her. I never got a chance to get to know my great grandparents. All of my grandparents are and were the best people I've ever known. Oh, my sister just pulled up, I'll post more shortly.....1 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
rare friendships
2007-03-14
I have a friend who I have known for over 15yrs. and it is a strange kind of friendship. We lost contact for about 7yrs and our lives crossed paths again. It is a give and take friendship and theres alot of trust between us, and I have to say that even tho this friend is of the opposite sex, it will NEVER go further than that, but the friendship is very solid. My husband would never understand let alone accept that my friend is another race. But whenever I see my friend, which is mabey once a week, he always lays his thoughts out on the table and even tho I have a hard time understanding half the stuff he is trying to say, I feel some kind of subconcious transulation, or mabey we are just on the exact same level, I dont know. But it feels good to have a friend that you KNOW isnt talkin shit behind your back and trying to get something out of you. I never have any time to visit long, and that is understood and accepted by my friend. I just want to give a thumbs up to all the people out there that can say they have a friend like this and a special thumbs up to the friend.4 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
Night of the comet...
2007-03-09
Just came out and I havent seen it in years! Here I come wrap around couch and pillow! Mabey some popcorn too! The end of humans, well almost. A new begining anyway!2 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
Ass Blaster!
2007-03-08
People really piss me off sometimes, I mean if you say your going to do something, then why dont you do it? Especially when others are reconstructing the events of their lives around your so called appointment. Why cant you just say " I wont be able to make it " instead of just being a fuckin flake? How hard is it to just be honest, because its easier to be a asshole.....easier to just shit on everyone. I cant understand how god was able to fit 20lbs of shit in a 5lb shit dispenser. What else do you have in this world besides your word? Oh yea, you got turds instead of words! Butts dont have arms to answer phones either. Nor do they carry a thought, just shit.1 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
Swirl of randomness........
2007-03-07
Randomly seek the living among the dead. The dark comprehends nothing. Men love darkness rather than light because their deeds were evil. See signs and wonders they wont believe. Rise take up your bed and walk. He was burning the fire. Gather up the fragments that remain, that nothing be lost. You are the father of the devil ant the lusts of your father you will do. For he is a liar, and the father of it. So the night comes. The shepherd cares not for the sheep. You have not chosen me, but I have chosen you. I must go. If not, comfort will never find you. Tribulation has overcome the world. I thirst. Simon starved the lambs, butchered the sheep. Which is he that betrayeth thee; must sleep. Travel down the street called straight. What has been soiled you call it common. I go bound in the demon for this thing was not done in a corner. Law unto themselves, all come short of the glory. Raised from the dead to die in the shadow of those who die no more. The ways of sin is death of life. For the good that I would do not, that I do. Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, weep with those that weep? When that which is perfect comes, then that which is in part shall be done. I persecuted the church. I am what I am. This corruptable must put on immortality. A form in the flesh, messenger of it. Enlighten me. Whatever you sow, that shall you also reap. No remission without shedding of blood. Unruly evil of deciet, no chastity can tame you. Life is but a vapor. Shepherd of souls have gone astray. Lost his mind yesterday. Dark star, darker sight. The dog turns to his own vomit again. They have done death, but have not seen evil.
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showin some luv!
2007-03-05
I dont remember what I was thinkin when I came upon this site, I dont think I really knew what blogging was, but now that I have tried it I think its pretty interesting. You can get negative and positive response , a variety of oppinions and on top of that you can unload on it without mercy and its all good. In my book that is A_OK! Way to blog all you posters!!(pat,pat)0 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
showin some luv!
2007-03-05
I dont remember what I was thinkin when I came upon this site, I dont think I really knew what blogging was, but now that I have tried it I think its pretty interesting. You can get negative and positive response , a variety of oppinions and on top of that you can unload on it without mercy and its all good. In my book that is A_OK! Way to blog all you posters!!(pat,pat)1 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
how many ways can you die abnormally?
2007-03-05
I once had a dream that I was in a school bus and it was teetering on top of a skyscraper, the bus was going one way or the other no matter what, so I tried to brace myself. Then I could feel the drop and see the building sliding by faster and faster. Then about 1/2 way to the ground, a huge bomb went off in the building and blew the bus to bits. Then it was dark, then I woke up.....I got a drink, went back to bed........Then I am running down a big hill that is covered with manicured lawn grass, I reach a sidewalk and from the sidewalk on is city. I was stressin cause something was chasin me and it was rattling the ground louder and louder as it came closer. I was standing on the sidewalk looking for a hiding spot when the top of a head became visible at the crest of the hill, and panic set in full blast. I then, in desperation, lay down on the sidewalk crack, and begin to squeeze myself into it! It almost works, and then I realize the reality that No Way could I do that and my body slowly pops out from the crack and there I am in front of freekin king kong! Hes pissed about something and rushes me. I wake again.All I wanna know is how many more rides in the park, and where can I buy tickets?
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intention
2007-03-03
Intention does not err. Every aspect of nature, without exception, has intention built into it, and as far as we can tell, nothing in nature questions its path of intent. Nature simply progresses in harmony from the field of intention. We too are intended from the energy of this field. There is what some call a "future-pull" in the DNA thats present at conception in each of us. In the moment of our conception, when an infantely tiny drop of human protoplasm combines with an egg, life in physical form begins, and intention directs the growth developement, including our aging, are intended in that one moment of conception. This field of intent cant be described with words, for the words emanate from the field, just as do the questions. That placeless place is intention, and it handles everything for us. It grows my nails, it beats my heart, it digests my food, it does this for everyone and everything in the universe. Theres a field, invisible and formless, that manages it all. The intention of this universe is manifested in zillions of ways in the physical world, and every part of you, including your soul, your thoughts, your emotions, and of course the physical body that you occupy, are a part of this intent. So, if intention determines everything in the universe and is omnipresent, meaning theres no place that its not, then why do so many of us feel disconnected from it so frequently? And even more important, if intention determines everything, then why do so many of us lack so much of what we'd like to have?
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spanish is for mexico.....
2007-03-03
I just want to know why the hospitals, or whoever, let illegal immagrants attain legal citizenship for having a baby here in the states. HELLO! None of my relatives before me had to sneak over any border and avoid contact with the law with the sole intention of birthing a child so they can gain citizenship to a country. Ok. If someone is not supposed to be in your country and they just happen to be breaking the law by being there anyway and just happen to be pregnant, then that baby isnt supposed to be here either! Which means there are a shitload of people who claim to be citizens but in reality arent supposed to be here, and it is hurting the TRUE citizens who didnt have to break any laws. Someone wasnt doing their job when it came to a woman who cant even speak english, spits out a kid, Oh lets give it a birth certificate? The TRUE americans have become the minority because of this and now they are telling ME that in order to get a job, I HAVE TO SPEAK SPANISH? Last time I checked I was in the US, NOW IT FREEKIN MEXICO UP IN HERE. If they wanna live here illegally then it should be MANDATORY that they learn english, I dont see any other countrys making their citizens change their language and culture to accomodate illegal aliens and their babies. Mabey its because they have smart people who hand out birth certificates. If you were to tell my grandma she had to speak another language to get a job, do you know what she would say? What a shame that we have become the minority in our own country that we send our children to war for. We have to fight for our right to enjoy what we have, everyone else just has to make it to a hospital. My grandma cant even get the help she needs because the illegals gotta get theirs, and my grandma has worked here her whole life and her parents and their parents before, and theres nothing left for her. I bet if you go into your welfare office you will see a bunch of mexicans behind the desk. Thats because they can speak spanish to the new illegals fresh from the border who will never have to learn english to get a job in the us, and give them the handouts that down to the nitty gritty belong to the TRUE americans. Which leaves us to struggle, someone fucked up big time. I'll be to hell if I fuckin gotta speak another fuckin language to get a job. Thats the biggest bullshit I ever heard. THIS IS NOT MEXICO!!!!!! You wanna live here, go to war and earn your right by fighting for it like we have to. Then learn the fuckin language.
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PA...LEEZE!
2007-03-02
I do so love you, more than anyone could imagine, my life is ALL about you. I dont even get time for my needs, I'm so busy lookin out for your needs along with the kids needs also. 1/2 the time I cant even get to the rest of the shit. You plan my day before I even know about it. Always a list of things for me to do, so I cant do anything else. So you'll have an idea of what I'm doing while you away. I dont want you to PLAN my life for me, I want you to LIVE my life with me. You cannot mistreat my adulthood, without loosing me. Gice me humanity or I will just take it.
BELIEVE me when discussing serious issues, because I believe you! I've never played head games or erjected your excuse, true or not! I dont put you down or call you names and run a guilt trip on you, and especially I NEVER say things I dont mean, or say things that will hurt your feelings, just to break you down emotionally. All these you control...own...and use on me from day to day. If I'm not the one degrading my being or saying things I dont mean, then why dont you believe me when I say Nothing Happened? I'm not the known champion of head games and lost self control. I know the truth, you heard the truth, now believe the truth. I've never given you any reason to believe that I have ever wanted anyone but you, I want us to last forever. But if you cant trust, then I cant trust either, which I have done so very well with you. GIVE MY EXPLINATIONS A CHANCE to be told, considered, debated, and then.....juged. You come on to me already judging w/out the 2 sides being clear, and basing your judgement only on the one thing you want to believe---that I am a slut. OK. Fine. Whatever. Just like I'm the one who makes you violent, an I'm the onemaking up your mind......what you decide, is YOUR decision, based on your own thoughts. So, since your to busy playing god to realize that your not god, I cannot see a way to repairwhat we thought we had. If you cannot believe me, then my lies wont be any different than my truth is.I think you need to take a look at yourself and imagine you walk the earth like the rest of us. Mabey uou wont lose the things you think you care for. WHAT I SAY, IS WHAT I LIVE. You know that I am a serious person, rarely do I wander into telling someone something I dont mean. I never know what to do, cause all it is, is a trap. Set by you, thinking you'll break me down that way, well, what happens if theres nothing to break down? I guess all thats left to break is my self worth. I'm sure you wont have a problem, hell you probably have a plan for that too! I just wish I could be human, an adult being.
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??????
2007-03-02
Going to church does not make you a christian any more than going to a garage makes you a mechanic.
Someone somewhere is wishing that you would notice them.
Angels fly because they take themselves lightly.
Bre good, or be good at it.
If not me, then who?
Would a fly with no wings be called a walk?
For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways, my ways.
S.L.U.T.-- A woman with the sexual morals of a man.
If you cant enjoy yourself, enjoy someone else.
I'm amazed your knuckles dont bleed when you walk.
Your certainly thoughtless, wish you were speechless too.
Dont sweat the petty things, and dont pet the sweaty things.
Learn the rules so you can break them properly.
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rollin'
2007-03-01
Why do blondes wear green lipstick? Because red means stop!
Why do blondes wear hoop earings? They gotta have somewhere to rest their ankles!
(no personal offense, just for laughs)
What do you call a lesbian with fat fingers? Well hung!
Why did the witch fly upside down on her broomstick? She had a hairry crack-up!
Wh do birds fly upside down over Madras oregon? Its not worth a shit
What do you call 32 rednecks in a room? A full set of teeth!
Did you hear about the giant that had diareah? You didnt? It's all over town!
If I cut off my right butt cheek, will I be left-behind?
How did herpies leave the hospital? In crotches!
If my pants arent at my ankles, dont open your mouth!
If I wanted any lip from you, I'd jiggle my zipper!
What has 3 teeth and 60 feet? The front row of a willie nelson concert!
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got some?
2007-03-01
Life is so great when you have a partner who is always ready to please....always ready to go again. When I am out and about lookin all fine, its not cause I need to get laid. If you see me I guarantee that I have just got laid or am going to when I get home! You can bank on that!0 Comments | Link to This | Back to top
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